I feel that there is something wrong, deep inside myself, nothing has changed and become wrong. I could feel it; in the way that my hands shake more than they are and the way my head pounds. I can see the way I've lost weight, and the way my face became pale and was marred by dark circles under my eyes are now. But the feeling of the strongest, darkest, which I can not seem to shake is the vacuum. I feel as if I was going through my life one day at a time just to waste it and wait for the next day to gain access. The fact that I do that makes me sad.
